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74% I did this before and did it again, out of boredom. Currently brooding at home, doing the same old things everyday while waiting for the phone to ring informing me that I've got myself a job. I wake up, bath, eat, read storybook, use computer, eat, then sleep again. So lazy. ZZZ. (Actually I wanna describe myself as a pig, but I figure out that pigs don't read storybook or use the computer.
Anyway, other than above mentioned, I have been doing 150 crunches, 50 sit-ups, 50 jumping jacks everyday, plus running around the estate and swimming once a week. And, I lost 3kg as a result! Cool yea!
Okay lah, lying lah, I am lazy what, how can I possibly have the 'energy' to do all those? But I really did lost 3kg leh. And all I have been doing is like stuffing food inside my 'itchy' mouth. Probably the one month abstention from red meat has made me lose weight. But I looked here and there, like no difference leh. I really hope my face would slim down lah, and not look like some puffed up balloon. HMPH.
And don't follow what I say hor, the abstention from red meat part, I had a bad cough and couldn't eat them. Yeah.
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Life Transformers 心晴大动员 (Channel 8 , Every Monday, 8pm)
Wah, I seriously declare I cannot watch such shows. I will cry like mad, serious. There's 2 hosts, Quan Yifeng and Christopher Lee who visits different household in each espisode to help them wherever they can. I was watching the show yesterday.
It featured this family, where the 75 years old man had to continue working as a garang kuni to support his family. He had a wife and 5 children. The eldest, ever since the death of her 2 sisters has become depressed, and stay in the corner of her room everyday. The second son, was hurt by love and become mentally ill. Despite being 47 years old, he still tell people that he is 29 years old. That's (I guess) the age where he got hurt by his girlfriend. The man's third son was working in Indonesia to make ends meet. The fourth and the fifth committed suicide four and eight years ago respectively.
I really pity the old man lah, still have to like support the family. His wife, due to the 2 daughters' deaths, have also became mentally ill and unstable. Then the hosts asked him if he ever thought of committing suicide before, and he was like, 'Of course lah, life was tough. But I thought that, if I die, who will take care of them?' 'I don't want to cry but sometimes the tears just come'. He said that too. Wah, I cried man. Very very touching.
Actually I don't really like this type of show but I like it in a idk what type of way. (self-contradictory) 'Cause sometimes I break down very easily, anything also can cry. That time the Gala Premiere 45 thing, when they featured those artistes who have died, I cried again! Dk why though. Then I remember another time, the Grad Night, when all the teachers walked in to settle down in their seats, I felt a sudden surge of emotions, and I teared a little. Was blinking back fast, scared others would see and laugh at me.
I just don't want people to see me crying, because it would be awkward. But sometimes, it's hard to hide those tears which just chose to come. Sometimes, maybe crying would make one feel better, instead of bottling everything up inside. Was reading my old entries just now, and realised, I really have got lots of memories worth remembering. And I am glad I wrote everything down, so that I can easily reminisce the good old times.
Lastly, to all my loved ones, I would like to say, I really treasure you guys a lot, thanks for everything you all have done for me and from the bottom of my heart, I wanna say:
To friends: Stay in touch! (:
2 week and 1 day more. Would anyone remember?
Most importantly, would YOU remember? |
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